lost self esteem..

Paano mo maibabalik ang tiwala sa mo sarili mo kung lahat ng tao sa paligid mo, imbis na palakasin ang loob mo, paulit-ulit pang pinapaalala ang mga  nagawa mo.

this words keep on repeating in my mind.. i'm not that kind of person  that can easily share his/her thoughts to other people especially to my own family. i don' know. maybe my pride is so high that i don't want them to think that i need help.............. really can't share it. just keep it in my own. it's hard, i know .. :(